hello, world.

Well. Life has a funny way of throwing you curve balls and making you go psycho.

Anyway. Life isn't complete nor anywhere near perfect, but since my last post, it has turned around some. :)

For now, I'm just trying to live, and to work on things and get through everything. Eventually, everything has to work itself out. I just have to remember to keep on going.

-I saw the Sac PRIDE parade, and that, as usual, was a good time. :) Though, I did miss Kelsi...and thought a lot about Jim, and how the last time I saw him was the summer before on PRIDE...RIP, buddy.

-I also went to SF PRIDE with Kayla :) I hadn't seen her in a long time! We went to the Pink Party, and it was quite the experience. There were tons of people, tons of booze, tons of body parts you don't normally see walking around on the streets, and all in all a really good time. AND. I saw Yvonne and her wife. Which was a treat. I hadn't met the wifey yet, it was really good to hang out with them :) I'm definitely excited for Kelsi to meet the two of them. :)

-Kelsi came home!!!! :)

-Tomorrow night is the memorial service for Jim. I'm really looking forward to celebrating his life, seeing friends I haven't seen in a long time, and getting some more closure on the situation. It's very positive.

-I went to a dance class at Sierra II!! Beginning musical theatre dance. And, someone I've gone to school with for a long time, is teaching a Stretch and Strengthening class. The first class is TONIGHT, so Kelsi and I are going to go and see if we enjoy it enough to keep going back! :) So, that's very exciting!

-Umm, Kelsi came back a little battered emotionally from her trip. And is now having to deal with rearranging her life around, and making life changing decisions that she'll have to live with. She's working through them and making decisions, but boy were her first 2 days at home rough for the both of us. We've both calmed down and I'm just really trying to support her in whatever decision she makes. I know she's really thinking through all of her options, and the decision she'll make is the right one for her at this time in her life. And because I know this, I support her completely and am anxiously waiting for when she does reach a decision.

-Work is still slow, and because the Governor decided to add a third furlough day onto the diminshing state worker salaries already, and because AGAIN they can't reach an agreement on a budget...grrrr...my job is slowly but surely going to get put on the line here soon. I may be cut again, and that worries me a little. But, there's nothing I can do about it. So, for now, I'm just going to work and move on, without worrying what'll happen. I'll have a job. One way or another.

-Well, I think that's it for now, though I probably missed something...for now: I'm optimistic :)