days go by...

So. Things are...definitely turning around. I love life.

However...loving work is an entirely different story. Sure, I make money. But, at what cost? I feel useless here. And I feel unused. I feel like my potential is still untapped and I'm losing my sanity. I have done...ZERO work today. Can I repeat that ZERO. I probably WON'T do anything, either. And I've been here since 9 AM...I just feel like things really need to change or I'm going to begin to hate this and never want to show up...

But, on another note. Kelsi is doing so much better. And has decided to OFFICIALLY go to Oklahoma!!! EEEEEK!!!!! Yes. I'm sad. But, so much nicer than the other alternatives she was leaning towards. I'm so excited for her and the wonderful experiences she's going to have there. And how much better her education is going to be. And, I love how she's following her passion, even without the family approval, help, or guidance. I don't want them to pull her down. If she gets out, it'll just be so much easier for her to break away, so much easier than it is now, anyway :) I'm VERY VERY happy. :)

And, we're doing great. I've decided to continue taking the beginning musical theatre dance class. AND. I've decided to probably continue the stretch and strengthening class. :)

I'm also looking into a weekend volunteer work/excursion to Sausalito at the Marine Mammal Center there. :) It's really far and they want a full commitment though...so i don't know about that yet.

Umm...what else? I'm excited for next semester. I swear, one day, I'll graduate, and it'll feel amazing. :)

Mom's second saturday show is this weekend!! I'm excited :) Hopefully Kelsi won't get off of work too late...

OH! Jim's memorial service was on Friday. And, it really helped things a lot. Just to be around people that understood, and to see people, and hear everyone's stories, and see his art...it was all fantastic. :) Thank you, Trinity Cathedral for typing up all the words in the program, so I could follow along, and thanks for being such gracious hosts. <3

The apartment is coming together more and more. It's a lot cleaner now than it was even a week ago, and Kelsi and I are both much happier and less sneezy since :)

I don't know what else. Except: I'm happy. I love you. Bye for now :)