Splendidly outrageous.

i feel it entirely unnecessary to point out that I fail at blogging on a regular basis. But, there you go: I just forget. And yet, everytime I come on here and read the words from people I love, it always makes me feel better. And always gets me tongue-tied about what I really want to talk about, or had planned on saying. So, pardon me, those who read this, that my words aren't always creative, fulfilling mixed with beautiful language.

We had the biggest fight of our career together. When has someone gotten that mad at me? Not for a long time...most of it, I feel, was unwarranted. It was like she was trying to find things to be angry at me for, because being angry was easier than missing me. Wow, you know, I just thought of that statement NOW. AS I was typing it. But, it makes sense to me. Completely. I, on the other hand, am trying to learn the delicate art of choosing my battles. I mean, in a couple weeks, I won't even remember what I was angry about. Which means it wasn't worth it. Which means, why the hell should I waste that energy on being angry now? Its so much harder to remember to NOT talk to someone because you're mad at them. I find myself reaching for the phone starting to type a text message...and then remembering I shouldn't because I'm angry, right? Not worth it. Not at all. Especially, when my heart is so much more fulfilled when I'm happy and on good terms with everyone.

Good news: In exactly....56 days, Kelsi is making a visit home to me. (November 23rd through the 27th) :) Just 2 days after we have officially been together a year. I had really wanted to visit her, but with the timing and money, it just made more sense for her to come home to me. Of course, we can't let her family know, because they'll be angry and hurt and...blah blah blah. Sometimes I just want to punch all of them in the face and tell them to just be happy for her! I mean, seriously, if she's happy and isn't hurting anybody in the process, let her go. Let her enjoy her life. And stop making matters for her worse. Anyway, beyond that rant, I'm SO SO SO SO excited. I'm pretty sure I'm going to make a sign with a countdown. And I can cross off the days until she's here. :)

On other news, Bat Boy rehearsals aren't too bad lately, and I've loved the people, and school isn't exactly KILLING me. The mornings are killing me. October WILL kill me. But that's ok. Because November will be amazing. <3

Love you all. And miss you.
Life is splendidly outrageous.